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pics of the concert

04月 30th, 2008 by doris19

so as may day comes, i have time to put the singers’ pics here.

i am so sorry that it wasn’t clear enough as it was taken by cellphone.

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现在只想爱你

04月 19th, 2008 by doris19

如果可以用一生去爱一个人。

人的一生有时候真的很短暂，或许刚刚才看到了升起的太阳，你就要在一片星空之下安静地回归自然。每个人都有给人幸福的权利，只有一个人能够接受，如果可以，就算撒谎也要好好给人爱，也要好好爱下去。

静流的一生真的很短暂，短暂的原因竟然还是一种只要恋爱就会死的病。然而这种存在于荒谬背景下的爱情却给人如此大的震撼。静流为了一生唯一的爱献出了自己的生命。为什么她要长大？我不明白，她不长大也能有诚人的爱。爱情有时候真有超出生命的力量，有人看透了生死，看不透爱情，她不仅看透了生死，也看透了爱情，只要有美好，什么都不重要。或许她要长大不仅仅是为了得到诚人的爱，更是为了让自己的一生有一个灿烂到极至结局。有人说过，一个人的一生没有一场痛痛快快的恋爱他就没有真正活过，我想静流真的活出了一个不长却华丽的一生。

爱情不是自私的产物。静流爱诚人，毫无疑问，但她也爱美雪，她会处处考虑诚人与美雪的恋爱，她不会恨美雪拥有她一生都想拥有的爱，她会抱怨但随后又很高兴地为诚人准备同美雪约会的服装。这样无私的爱，都开始让人相信真的存在，然而给出这样无私爱的人是个长不大的大人。爱情只要得到，不一定要占有全部。这是爱的最高境界吧。

其实我也很喜欢美雪，她的确是那种人见人爱的女孩。她漂亮，而且友好，更重要的是她的宽容。一个人好像很轻松地说出“这样完全死心了”真的很不容易。原以为只有很浅的爱才能让人把分手看得那么透，现在，原来真正深沉的爱也能让人把分手看透，只要对方幸福。

这部电影里的两个主角都有不可告人的秘密。一个因为药臭而习惯远离人群，一个则患有闻所未闻的遗传病。我真怀疑诚人的嗅觉，明明是女人香水一般的味道，却长期地为这个味道所困扰，真是让人难以置信，这就是所谓舆论的压力吧。而那个患了绝症的人，的确死了，突破了病给人带来的最大限度的压制，我真希望静流能回来，也希望至少在她生命的最后阶段她能看到诚人，再得到一个吻，但是一切都在无声中归入森林中那一大片湖了。禁止入内，如果真的禁止了，静流会活下来吗？比起一生谨慎地活而长寿，如果是我，我也要选择爱一场在死去。

虽然泪水横流，但评论他们珍贵的爱情我是最没有资格的了，我有花痴过，像所有一切渴望爱情的人那样花痴过，但没有爱过，对于高中生这恐怕永远是个禁区。看到动画片里，电影里爱得死去活来的高中生，我一直很好奇，作业都做不完怎么会有时间谈恋爱，还是学学静流和诚人吧，让恋爱在大学三年级变得明朗，或者到有了一个好工作后，只有那时候，我们才有时间来好好爱一个人，并决定用一生来等待。

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singers in our class

04月 18th, 2008 by doris19

we held a small concert today. the main three ‘musicians’ were Parker, Fred and Sam. will they are not good singers i think, for they were always out of tune, but i thought they had good feelings of stage. so good. i had taken some pics of them, i will soon put them on this blog, i hope they will not be angry with me. they had said that no matter how difficult it would be, they would continue singing, even it was the time we had to sleep in our school . we had interviewed one of them, and it had been a really funny interview. don’t think the three singers are not the students in our class, they are, and now, most of our teachers knows that they are ‘good singers’ for they even sings in the class. how concentrated they are!!

well, i have found that the one who is good at english won’t write articles in english on blog, so from here you can see i am really not good at english, so i think i have to practice more.

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apology

04月 12th, 2008 by doris19

i must apologize that i haven’t written anything on this blog for so much time. actually it has been so difficult for me to login so i have been using another blog. as things returned to normal, i promise that i will write something on this blog again.

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